Sun, 29 Nov 2009 11:12:30 GMT

i know i do it alot, but recently, i realized i made this for the purpose of comparing myself to aaron, and that isnt working

so know what? I made a generic dreamwidth, which ill make a matching scribbld when they're finally up and running again to link the both to.

so for those on here, add me over here:

ghosteyes

my new years resolution is to write in it daily, whether it for random crap or serious venting.

o11

Mon, 03 Aug 2009 19:29:34 GMT

i've been feeling really depressed today... so i decided to write a little fiction.... its the only way i can release the romantic feelings i get in my head on particular situations.. plus i referenced Star wars, and How to loose a guy in ten days... why i dont know i just had this urge to write it...:

Jaden slipped inside as Sean left the door open a bit for her to come into the house, before she swept down to get the baby kitten before she got her way out of the door. Feeling still just a little bit out of place, she stood near the hallway between the kitchen and the living room, cradling the cat while Sean moved around the house, clad only in his jeans. How was it that he was able to feel so comfortable around her to where he wouldn’t wear a shirt? It was all she could do within her own mind to keep as strong of a front of non-chalance around him during this. She shook the thought – or tried to out of her head. This was her best friend besides Jason… what else more could she do?

Seeing the laptop sitting open, she decided to randomly check something on the Harry Potter website. Not that she believed or enjoyed it per say.. but there was something called “Wizard pairings” that she was interested in seeing. Pulling up the website when she put the kitten down, she decided what the heck and typed their names into the boxes, clicking “Surprise”.

Her eyes widened considerably, when she realized that the two pictures that came across the screen… where that of Harry and Ginny. This caused her face to go a beet red, before she closed the window quickly. Why was it that no matter what came around, the two of them seemed to resemble fated pairs that matched up in any and all movies? Harry and Ginny.. Windows and Zoe… Sam and Mikaela…

He came back down the hallway and saw the redness against her cheeks and looked at her with a raised eyebrow, “You alright Jade?” he asked her. He wasn’t too keen to see her all anxious and that. It wasn’t like her really.

Looking quickly over at him, blushing a profuse shade of pink before forcing herself to go back to her normal shade, she cleared her throat to try and get her mind off of the thoughts that were plaguing it. “Im fine hon… really.” She assured him, before throwing him a tiny smile in his direction.

Walking over towards her, he cornered her back against the wall, before he stood in front of her, looking her down before he said a simple word, “Bullshit.” He said simply, staring down at her.

She looked at him with a look of surprise, “What was that…?” she asked again, almost wondering if he was using what she thought he was against her.
Keeping her pinned against the wall, he looked down at her thin features before he muttered a little, “You heard exactly what I said…. “ he told her as he looked at her eyes, “I Said: Bull. Shit. I know when you’re lying Jade, it’s easily seen in your eyes.”

Turning her gaze from his for a second, she tried to compose her thoughts, before she said, “I’ve just had a lot on my mind is all…” she said to him before she tried to get away from him. How could she resist trying to not kiss him, when he was standing right there?

Sean tried to grab her arm a second, preventing her from going anywhere, “I don’t believe that for a flipping Second Jade, what is going on with you?” he said, his frustration slightly building in his voice as he stared at her. She was really hard to figure out sometimes, and he wasn’t sure how to deal with it.

She turned her head around fast as she looked at him, her mouth opening as the words just came tumbling out before she had a second to say a word, “You scruffy nerfhearder, don’t you realize how hard it is to keep calm when I love your sorry ass?” She felt a single tear slip out of her eye as she then realized what she said, before putting a hand to her mouth, and turning around, walking quickly towards the door. How could she open her mouth up like that and just say the first thing out of it? She knew he wasn’t ready for anything like that, so why did she open her mouth up and blow it? Great Jaden, juuuust flipping great.

Sean was completely caught off guard when he heard the words tumble out of Jaden’s mouth, and watched as she turned around to leave. He had a hunch that she might have feelings for him, but she never expressed them. He knew that he was rather amazed at the fact that he was finding himself more and more attracted and growing to like Jaden within the last few months they got to know each other even better. He just wasn’t sure that he wanted to pursue anything, in favor of losing the friendship they had, or even worse, losing her completely.

Before he realized what he was doing, he started walking after her quickly and catching up to her, he put his hand against the door, pushing with his strength to prevent her from getting it open. Watching her struggle, trying to open the door he put his hands on her shoulders, turning her body around to face him. Taking his hand, he tipped her chin up so he could look at her eyes – only to see that she was crying. Reaching a finger up, he silently wiped away one of the tears that fell down her left cheek.

Jaden was unsure what the heck his problem was. She just confessed that she loved him, and here he was, wiping away the tears out of her eyes? He had his moments of complete and utter randomness but this one took the cake. She opened her mouth as if to protest and say a smart comment, before he put one finger against her lips, getting her to stay quiet. Brushing her tears out of her eyes, he flashed her that dorky smile of his, before he said completely out of the blue, “Mmnamana… “

Okay, this she didn’t know she could take much more. Just as she half let out a laugh/sob, she raised her arm to smack him, before he caught her arm mid rise, and with his other free hand, he cupped her chin and drew her lips to his in a soft, gentle kiss. This of course, made her heart explode in her chest as her eyes fell instantly closed, seeing nothing but bright fireworks going off behind them in a way. It was just too unreal. The fist she had raised above that he held went limp, as he brought it down, and pulled them both behind her back.

After what seemed like eternity, he hesitantly withdrew his lips from hers, before he whispered, “To answer your question…” he said as he smiled just a little, seeing the look in her eyes to ‘What question?’ he continued, “Do you realize how hard it is to keep calm when you love my sorry ass?” Grinning as he touched his nose against hers he said quietly, “Then don’t.. because I love you too princess.”

No Sacrifice... no Victory

Wed, 15 Jul 2009 00:23:31 GMT

Locked.

-*Zoe*-

o11

No Sacrifice... no Victory

-Zoe-